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Monday 5 August 2013
Wednesday 31 July 2013
Eye for an eye
Do on to others what you would want done to you! If you hit me then I’ll
hit you back! These are the things that I think of when I think of eye
for an eye. Her thoughts of me said goodbye, as she allowed the touches
of another man to achieve her high.
I’ve been unfaithful several times before, and the pain she felt could no longer be ignored. I picture her in the mirror, with her thoughts more clearer. As she gets dolled up flippin that beauty switch, tonight is her night to do her thing, because karma is a ****.
Floatin around the club with a tight black skirt on, drinkin and winkin, clutchin and touchin, getting her flirt on. Anxiety fills my chest and nothing could be worse, panic attack is setting in, I need to call a nurse…OH MY GOD! I found condoms in her purse, tears swell my eyes as my soul starts to burst.
Do two wrongs make a right? She’s getting her medicine from another man, is that right? She gotta do what she gotta do…right? Is she letting another man smash with his fatty fatty, is she lickin and kissin and callin him daddy?
Now I know how she felt when I left her home alone, got me wanting to check her email, and the records to her cell phone. Thoughts of her being with him got me scared and paranoid, the fear in my heart is strong like a steroid, because of my actions, our trust is destroyed, and now she has found someone else to fill that void.
Eye for and eye,making my soul sigh, bringing my nervous tension to an all time high. I can't get mad, how can i have the nerve, I didn’t give her what she deserved, gotta learn to drive straight and not swerve. She said she didn’t do it, I believe her, don’t want another man to relieve her.
Must put it out of my mind, this man must remain nameless, I hope she didn’t do it so he can remain faceless, don’t want to think about how he touched her in all of her places, this fear in my mind is torture and not baseless.
Rock bottom is making me learn from my mistakes now, all of the grief that I caused is self-inflicted, she hit back hard, and the pain is wicked. Eye for an eye, I must forgive and forget and not ask why? I love her, I love her, I love her, and I never wanna say goodbye.
I’ve been unfaithful several times before, and the pain she felt could no longer be ignored. I picture her in the mirror, with her thoughts more clearer. As she gets dolled up flippin that beauty switch, tonight is her night to do her thing, because karma is a ****.
Floatin around the club with a tight black skirt on, drinkin and winkin, clutchin and touchin, getting her flirt on. Anxiety fills my chest and nothing could be worse, panic attack is setting in, I need to call a nurse…OH MY GOD! I found condoms in her purse, tears swell my eyes as my soul starts to burst.
Do two wrongs make a right? She’s getting her medicine from another man, is that right? She gotta do what she gotta do…right? Is she letting another man smash with his fatty fatty, is she lickin and kissin and callin him daddy?
Now I know how she felt when I left her home alone, got me wanting to check her email, and the records to her cell phone. Thoughts of her being with him got me scared and paranoid, the fear in my heart is strong like a steroid, because of my actions, our trust is destroyed, and now she has found someone else to fill that void.
Eye for and eye,making my soul sigh, bringing my nervous tension to an all time high. I can't get mad, how can i have the nerve, I didn’t give her what she deserved, gotta learn to drive straight and not swerve. She said she didn’t do it, I believe her, don’t want another man to relieve her.
Must put it out of my mind, this man must remain nameless, I hope she didn’t do it so he can remain faceless, don’t want to think about how he touched her in all of her places, this fear in my mind is torture and not baseless.
Rock bottom is making me learn from my mistakes now, all of the grief that I caused is self-inflicted, she hit back hard, and the pain is wicked. Eye for an eye, I must forgive and forget and not ask why? I love her, I love her, I love her, and I never wanna say goodbye.
Sweet Pain.
But swiftly comes down,
From the elusive heights of joy,
Dropping from happiness' golden pedastal,
Plummeting to the hard mean ground,
As I fall I look up,
The pedastal still standing tall,
But I,
I am seconds from disaster,
As deceptions daggers lay below,
You stab me in the back.
You Said I Said
You said,
You loved me
But you lied
I said,
I love you too
And I tried
You said,
You wanted me
But you didn't
You loved me
But you lied
I said,
I love you too
And I tried
You said,
You wanted me
But you didn't
Your cheating heart.
I turned to see you lying peacefully, unknown to your dreams of her
Now the rose, once vibrant, lays lifeless
the petals brown, deteriorating before my eyes
The symbol of our love; dying
I still gaze upon you with hope
while you gawk at her
forbidding to own up to your deceit
But your eyes radiate when she appears
the way they once did with me
I used to smile back with a sparkle
the happiest woman on earth
now it’s her, flirting her way to my man’s heart
A Cheating Lie
I'm trying to erase you from my mind, it's really over this time... I thought you were just mine... You hurt me and thought it was fine... Never thought you would cross the line... I know I'll get over you, and God knows how much I try... Put me through hell but I'll never no why... You said that I was your light that shinned.. You didn't want to loose me because I was so hard to find... Was she really worth it? Over the memories, and the bond we share, you chose her, I never thought you would dare... Whenever you needed me I was always there... I treated you completely fair... Because of you I'm in this nightmare... I presented you as my king to the world, I chose to give you all my love.... You chose to give me a heartache and bad news... You made a big mistake and now you loose... Your body was my favorite place, my favorite picture was your face... All I needed was your embrace.... I hope you realize how intense your mistake is... You're not the man I knew, look at me now, this is what you put me through. What does she have to give? I will never forget this? I have to brave, I will live.... I am beautiful, truthful, and wonderful... I don't need you... Stop trying, I don't believe you, stop lying.... I'm so sick of crying... You made me feel like I was dying... Want me to forgive you? Never, because I thought we were forever... Being without you was my biggest fear, you're not worth a single tear... I want to break away to a far place... I want to escape.... I won't let you hold me back.... Don't try to get me off track... How could it be, your hurting me? A touch that was once mine, you gave that to her... You took that away from me.... I want to forget you so that I can be free.... I will find a way out of this misery....Never Once.
Never once did I think I would fall for you but there I was emotionally attached with no clue all I could think about was, us...us me and you but you don't want me so what am I to do? all I remember you saying is "I'm sorry I played you" funny how that all seems to go But now that I know my heart sinks low, Lower then the oceans great divine, Now I must let my mind unwind erase the memories, erase the pain I don't think I'll ever be the same How could love become such a game? Was there a rep you had to maintain? That girl you're with do you even know her name? Did you chose her over me because I was plain? I still think you can change, and for that am I insane? No matter how hard I try you still remain. My love for you will die in vain.
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